Coast presenter Lorna Riley (left) has a lot to celebrate after finding success on dating apps after her divorce.
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When I first ventured into the unknown world of online dating apps in my mid-50s, I told people that my expectations were low.All I was looking for was a medium
A great companion to spend time with, travel with, and sometimes go to shows together. But the truth was, even though I rarely admitted it to myself, I wanted to meet “the one.” I’m a romantic and believe in love. But could it happen?
2023 did not start out well for me. After completing chemotherapy and radiation for her second breast cancer treatment just two days before the new year, she was found to have the BRCA2 gene marker. As a result, I had my ovaries removed and was advised to undergo a double mastectomy within the next five years. My three children and wider family are also affected. That’s a lot to take in for me, let alone a potential partner. But I’m an eternal optimist, so I tell myself that if the right man is there, he will understand and accept these things and all the positive things I have to offer. .
But after countless online conversations and meeting several times, I am far from finding love. Then align the hinge with Alan. There are some direct similarities. We are close in age, we separated two years ago, and we have children who are the center of our world. She has a kind face and a lovely smile. And his opening gambit is a lyric that immediately captivates me. We meet for coffee. He is nervous and talks a lot, but he hardly ever talks about himself. He’s adorable. We both love the ocean, so when he suggested we take a walk on the beach after leaving the cafe, I immediately agreed, and as we got into his car for the short drive to the coast, I hope he’s not a serial killer. There we happened to meet one of our close friends and we introduced ourselves awkwardly. He walks me to the car and says he wants to see me again. I think so too.
A week later, we have another coffee date. Conversation flows freely. It turns out that he is as adept at listening as he is at speaking. We talk about travel, music, movies, broken marriages, and our mutual love of good fountain pens. we laugh. a lot. He invites me to dinner. he accepts. I met him at the Italian restaurant he had chosen and told him that I would not be able to stay too long as I had to go abroad early the next morning. After three hours, I wonder where all that time went. He drives me home. he kisses me It’s chaste but nice. I call him bold. he laughed.
The next day I messaged him from Melbourne to let him know I was thinking of him. He replied that he won’t stop talking about me because he is having dinner with his friends. We plan our next date.he wants to take me oppenheimer. If he’s willing to sit through a three-hour movie that he’s already seen just to show it to me, he might like me a lot.
We agree to be kind to each other. We go out to dinner many times, sharing dishes and sparking conversation. We say we want to take things slowly for fear of messing things up, which completely fails. We will delete dating profiles based on mutual consent. And we’ll probably fall in love much sooner than either of us expected.
The real surprise for me is not falling in love itself, but how it feels. Even in my 50s, I am every bit as exciting as I was in my 20s. When I talk about him, I can’t stop laughing. I want to make him happy. I want my family and friends to love him as much as I do. I say we are crazy about each other. I’m worried about my countless surgical scars. He offers to buy vitamin E oil and rub it on them. I write him a love note and tell him his eyes are like the ocean. He said he was looking for her mythical creature, the unicorn, and found her. We talk about showing each other our favorite places in the world.
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However, love is not easy no matter how old you are. It requires raw vulnerability, and the fear of being hurt does not diminish over time. When you’re young, you can prioritize each other. But each of us has children and dependents. Therefore, priorities are necessarily different. We can’t be each other’s first priority. We all carry scars from past relationships. But we also learned the importance of communication, compassion, gratitude, and the determination to make every day count. We also know that love is not about feelings, but about choices and actions, and we want to make them positive.
Oh, it turns out Mr. Right was right in front of me. Alan and I live just a 10 minute drive away and our workplaces are only 200 meters apart. But I can’t imagine we would have met any other way than online. When I registered on a dating app out of concern, I said I was looking for a missing jigsaw piece, but apparently my jigsaw was complete, and it was great. All in all, 2023 turned out to be a pretty good year.
Read more articles by Lorna Riley date again series:
Part 1: How 50-somethings interact with apps.
Part 2: Advice and lessons learned from using dating apps.